yesterday chatted half way at woo.. then mummy called me.. to check on my hand.. out of those days choose yesterday.. =.= and yesterday was super itchy.. so scratched until like mad.. so she confiscated my laptop.. she at first said 1 month cannot use.. in the end give me back today le.. haha..

went to see doctor about my hand.. i did not know scratching is actually an illness la!!! >.< gave medicine and cream.. super small and cute the pills.. lol. so anyway only have to eat the pills for 3 weeks.. and apply the cream for 3 weeks as well.. the pills have to complete la..

so anyway.. doctor said my illness is discoideczema.. super chim!! i know.. he told me to check google about it.. lol.. shall check it later.. =P

show time!!

xoxo,
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am sneezing super crazily!! lol.. because am cleaning my room.. more like cleaning my messy cupboard though.. =P stupid dust!! so many!! haha..

anyway yesterday.. latale.. lvl 50 now.. was actually planning to train only until lvl 60 to let them see lvl 60 fire skill then maybe quit latale once and for all.. but oh well.. lets just see bah.. =P

should have went to malaysia with my mum yesterday! they celebrated kynston's birthday at my uncle's shop!! did not go there before!! and they use my favourite ice-cream as kynston's "birthday cake"!! man!! regretted!! but i still can get a hannah montanna shirt for free though.. haha.. my mum say de.. =P

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me

when i was getting ready. about to go out.. sms came in.. from yue siang.. thought got discussion about FYP.. but because ridzuan did not reply him.. so whole meeting cancelled!! and i already got ready!!! >.< and i was super tired lor.. yesterday slept at 6 plus.. =.=



just taken today.. can see i got put foundation or not?? haha.. ignore my super act cute pose though.. i seriously dont know why i did that face.. XD

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me

today went to national library.. discussed about FYP with yue siang and alvin.. mostly things are decided already.. just left if confirmation with ridzuan and discuss more ideas.. we moved from basement.. then go to level 7.. only studying allow there.. when about to go to level 5 saw shirlaine!! she called me.. was super shocked to see her!! talked awhile.. then went to level 5..

at level 5 no seats.. then sat at the exhibition there.. discuss for 1 and a half hours then got chased away from that place by security guard.. haha!! then went to bras basah.. got my zhong ji san guo ost there!! ^.^ listening to it now.. just now was reading the lyric book.. that book got alot of things sia.. took so long to read.. lol.. =P

online MSN and someone MSN me say want join my FYP group.. like please la.. all decided already.. discussed already also.. and i am not the leader.. ask me also for nothing.. there may be other groups who still have not started their project mah.. from what i heard from mr chong we are just given the supervisor first.. topic we can change anytime.. but we discuss already cannot suddenly take in right? then later in the end again you control everything.. i dont want such things to happen again.. so want join my group? NO WAY MAN!!

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you know you love me

currently waiting for my results to release.. wonder still got how long more.. because last time.. at around this time.. the results should already be e-mailed to our e-mail!!! when when when will it arrive?? i am super nervous!! >.<

*edit @ 1:41am*

heard from my friend that there is a new system.. so no sending of e-mail to ichat!! why!! >.< make me wait for nothing!! >.< and no ichat=no sleep!!! >.< cannot sleep without knowing my results la!! and please please please dont let me see any "F"!! if got any "F" even if is just 1 "F".. i will cry my lungs out!! so please please please!! no "F" PLEASE!! >.<

*edit @ 4:31am*

and when i was about to give up and go sleep.. went to check ichat for 1 last time.. and yes e-mail came in!!! checked.. and...

I PASSED!! AND DID WAY BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!!! ^.^V i was already expected 4 fails.. and the 4 are the exam papers i took.. BIOM, POPRII, CPSTEC & PM&AII.. most shocking one is PM&AII!! exam paper completely cannot do.. or should i say can only do about 4 questions.. CPSTEC dont even know how to study so did not really study!! and so CPSTEC can say i completely.. not even a single question i know how to do.. AND I ACTUALLY GOT D FOR PM&AII AND D- FOR CPSTEC!! OMG OMG!! SUPER HAPPY!!! ^.^ tears of joy!! saw my results and cried!!! OMG!! and i am crying until now..

graduate le!!! so happy!!! ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

past few days kept watching K.O.3guo... super nice la!! but now only until episode 30... i can actually rush through the whole show until episode 30 leh!! lol.. altogether got 45 episodes.. but havent finish broadcast in taiwan yet.. 脩香!!! episode 29 see 脩 almost left 阿香!! super touching can!! but luckily got that 呂布.. haha.. go hit that real 劉備.. make 脩 can stay longer... haha.. nice nice..

super like 夠愛 MV!!! 脩 & 阿香!! is like completely the MV is about them.. super nice.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eUZY5WC69w go watch go watch.. ^.^

and i think because of the show i starting to like 脩!! 好帥!! love him!!!

so anyway.. added 2 songs from that show to my playlist.. 淚了 & 夠愛.. super nice sad songs.. and is not about the past anymore.. is really i want to put those 2 songs in my playlist.. ^.^ (夠愛 is after fan fan's hui se de cai hong.. in other words is the 3rd song in my playlist..)

xoxo,
you know you love me

as requested by alot of people yesterday.. i will put the pic we took yesterday.. but will only put nice clear ones.. many are super blur.. so i will have to check and see first.. =)












ok.. will only put 10.. haha.. took too many le.. the rest ownself see from my facebook.. all pictures are up..

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you know you love me

humans.. lies.. why do people just have to lie.. i seriously dont have a clue.. luckily someone told me all about it.. or else i will still not know.. and still be so blur to listen and to believe other people.. being lied for many many times.. online i know.. because we wont know how that person look like.. so cyber world is dangerous..

but i never know.. real life will also be this dangerous.. lying to me.. why? i dont have a clue... i may be really a person who can believe everything easily.. but isn't that what friends should do? believe what friends say.. and when help is needed.. must show our helping hand... isn't that true? well.. thats what i did.. but why did not still get tricked?? why do people just want to lie?? should i really start to have second thoughts? should i really just ignore what other people say?? someone just tell me.. =(

feeling that now my world is just like a drama.. the recent drama that i watched on youtube.. some parts are just so good to be true.. but some are just so bad that you want to stop everything..

i need help.. anyone can help me??

xoxo,
you know you love me

today LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG day.. reached home around 7 plus then slept all the way to 9. lol.. too tired.. because yesterday slept only at 6 plus!! =P

so anyway about today.. had pop vocal lesson. was super late!!!! >.< decided to wake up at 9.. but laid in bed until 10.. >.< was supposed to leave home around 10:15.. but left home at 10:30 instead!! >.< reached there at around 11:20.. but lost my way and walked 1 round when actually the lift is just right in front!! just need to walk forward!! >.< super stupid sia me.. >.< and when i reached.. everyone was looking at me!!! >.< but overall very fun.. lol.. and the teacher say i am talented!! haha. =P maybe going back there for group lessons.. ^.^

after everything end.. took train to tampines.. while on the way there.. sms-ed nise.. ask when will she be back home.. when reached tampines.. went to tm ntuc.. bought drinks and sweets.. then purposely chose the least people but will take long time queue to queue. =P waste time queen!! =P

went to PRSS to wait for yt, win, joey, fz, lisa, pg.. yt told me they 2:30 end school.. i around 2:30 reached.. but they were late!!! =.= they came out at 2:40.. making my face super red and me super sweaty!! >.< and while waiting for them saw miss jumiah!!! i was so sway!! saw the teacher i most most most most dont want to see!! canteen drinks stall auntie still remember me!! =P haha.. told you i am popular in school.. =P while walking to win's house.. lisa kept telling me all those lame jokes.. then i also tell abit.. haha.. super lame la!! they went to buy drinks near win's house.. then went up.. then leen and sherry came.. ^.^

pg birthday.. celebrated for her.. realised she dont know how to cut cake... =.= everyone also cut wrong.. and made pg do chicken dance.. then she dont dare.. so in the end i did with her.. but the last part instead of the clap clap clap clap.. did 敖犬's [V] pose.. the leg one!!! then everyone kept laughing.. super embrassing leh!!! >.<

anyway... gave present.. at that time.. something happened.. and i was damn pissed!! forget it.. the reason i went there they know except "the couples".. and the rest also went got their reasons.. i know.. they know.. we all know.. except "the couples".. not going into much detail.. at least those who go know what i mean except them! =P

complained to yt, nise and leen while on the way back home.. around 6 plus left win's house.. and i heard yt and leen saying about something.. cannot say.. seriously la.. now is like everyone have the same thoughts and feelings as me.. so at least not only i know how it feels..

those who say i look like fan fan today.. alot of them.. and the you know i know we know except "the couples" thing.. well.. i want to say.. thank you guys!! ^.^ thank you for all of your support.. did not know i was that popular in front of you guys too.. and also in your class.. i seriously cannot believe it.. thank you.. ^.^ (its like you know.. they are my fans.. =P)

took pictures.. and that video of the chicken dance thingy.. that yt took.. shall post the pictures real soon.. in my facebook.. if nothing is wrong with blogger.. i shall put it here too.. ^.^ see first bah..

xoxo,
you know you love me

ok.. seriously super scary!!

i was at facebook.. and i saw the name "Cassandra Ong" appeared at the corner under the suggestions part.. just so that its my name and studied at my school.. so i clicked it.. then really.. its like copying me!!! as if that person is me.. because the name, the school.. everything.. the same!! EXACTLY THE SAME!! other then the birthday though.. but year of birth is the same.. i think that person will change anytime.. e-mail is different.. and because that person is using school e-mail.. its obvious that that person surname is not ong.. is lim!! >.< and my school all those whose name is cassandra surname is not ong!!! COPYCAT ALERT!!!

seriously.. i am not like a star or a popular person.. if i am i will know why that will happen.. but no i am not.. so why did such a thing happened to me? i dont have a clue.. i cannot say that i am a popular person.. just that i am a person that is very easy to get along.. and that i am actually a super shy person until that person who want to be friends with me talk to me first.. or else i will completely ignore that person.. but weird.. =.=

so anyway people.. if you wanna add me to facebook.. type in my e-mail instead!! just to be safe.. and also not to get cheated by that person.. thanks guys!! ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

got my contact lens!!! ^.^V

and i cant believe it!! my degree went down by 50!!! so now my right is 300 my left is 225!!! ^.^ big big big news!! i wonder how come my degree went down!! kinda cool!! =P and buying the contact lens gave me this bag that have johnson & johnson soap products!! most importantly i have what yt want for free!! =P

yt.. you said you want neutrogena right?? i got for free.. =P lol.. if you want buy contact lens also.. lol..

just got to know something from denise.. which from just now a happy person become a super pissed person!! all thanks to ______________... dont want to say much details here.. or else someone will accuse me again!! and complain to someone under his part of story again!! which is super dumb and stupid!!! zzzz

xoxo,
you know you love me

hairstyling course yesterday.. well.. they got talk about hair care, what face shape should have what hairstyle.. and how to use flat iron and curler alone when at home.. but other then that.. i think it was ok only.. not as what i thought it will be..

will be getting my new contact lens later!! ^.^ mummy say de.. haha.. so will be going to tampines later.. getting brown one instead of my previous black one.. but i have 1 extra 275 degree(left eye) black colour!! because when i was using it.. i realised one of my right one (350 degree) chipped off!!! so is actually broken.. so have i extra for my left eye one.. so was wondering if i tell them would they give me an extra right eye contact lens.. hmmm.. shall ask them later.. =P

so anyway.. new contact lens.. decided to take brown.. i used brown before.. and realised that the eye becoming will be more obvious.. maybe because i have brown eyes.. not sure why is that so though.. =P

latale time!!

xoxo,
you know you love me

rebonded my hair!! ^.^ looks super flat.. but still love it.. =P especially my fringe.. because i cut it myself!! haha.. actually was thinking of cutting my fringe.. but the person said dont cut better.. because the length just nice.. ^.^ was super happy when he said that can!! haha..

was supposed to rebond at tampines.. but the shop was closed.. so went to parkway instead.. but before even going to tampines.. i actually reserved to rebond tomorrow at tampines there!! my mummy la.. say call.. call better.. then do tomorrow if want.. then in the end go parkway one.. haha.. still prefer parkway one.. =P

friday hairstylist course.. just wanna try out.. so signed up for that.. and i want to rebond by today or tomorrow because of that course too.. haha.. =P lets see if it is fun or not.. ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

lalalalala.. met up with vanessa to pass to her joycelin and her albums.. on the way.. saw wei jian at tanah merah mrt station.. then saw yt on the train.. lol.. chatted with yt.. but 1 stop only.. because he alighting at bedok.. continue take train to toa payoh.. was super late.. reached at 2:20pm.. when was suppose to meet at 1:30.. sorry vanessa.. i woke up late.. set alarm.. woke up but went back to sleep.. when i woke up, it was already 1:15pm!! rushed.. washed up.. changed.. straight away went out.. then did not notice mummy was at home the whole time.. =P bus 45 came soon enough.. when reach station train came quite fast too.. lol.. but still late la.. 1:30pm i was still at tanah merah..

after passing her the albums.. bought sweet talk for me and sis.. first time trying strawberry green tea.. kept drinking strawberry red tea.. so decided to try.. in the end quite nice leh.. nicer than strawberry red tea.. rushed home.. ate late lunch.. then play latale.. pvp with yt, derwin, yh and derrick.. super sucky.. lol.. i lousy mah.. played latale until now...

late already.. going to sleep le.. =P maybe tomorrow rebonding hair.. is either tomorrow or wednesday..

xoxo,
you know you love me

movie with denise!!! ^.^ i so love her.. been so long since i last saw her..

first went to her house for a while.. then went out.. ate at mac interchange. then after finish eating realised that denise lost her phone!!! she was so emo.. then i emo with her.. rush to the customer counter there to report her lost phone.. then went to tm walk walk.. first went to popular.. cause she have to buy stuff.. then did sand art.. and we were like retarded old kids doing sand art!! and we forgot cannot put white first.. lol.. i was like telling her you see i so smart.. must put black first then white.. white have to be the last of the last!! then i forgot about it!! lol.. damn funny..

then walked to cs and walk back to tm.. bought hegen daz ice-cream.. chocolate chip.. then went to cinema there to wait.. she bought cheesy hotdog first.. then later bought cheesy pasta and drinks.. then went inside.. G-FORCE is so cute!!! love the movie.. so cute la.. ^.^

then went back to interchange there to check if got any news of her phone.. still no news.. so went to her house.. sat.. talked.. helped her with her hamster cage.. then i call her hamster guinnea pig.. because of the movie.. lol.. then went out to eat dinner with her, her mum and her dad.. curry rice.. first time i can actually eat spicy food.. lol.. actually not really that spicy la.. =P but quite nice.. thx aunty!! ^.^

went back to denise's house awhile.. talked to her.. ran to derrick's and derwin's room see them play latale.. maddness sia!! they lvl 61 and lvl 60!! i only lvl 26 la.. then went back to denise's room.. talk to her.. see her play restaurant city.. then went back home le..

managed to come back in time.. haha.. first time have curfew sia. she say have to be back by 9pm.. on the way back.. tried my luck to find her hp.. and also my bag keychain... it dropped today!! out of all days!!! >.< why are we 2 so unlucky.. i also dont know why.. we lost things on the same day!! but hers more important la..

hopefully she can get a new one.. heard that she have to pay for her own new phone.. =( if only we looked behind before alighting the bus.. she wont lose her phone... =(

xoxo,
you know you love me

am back!! ^.^

tomorrow watching movie with denise!!!!!! ^.^V and my mum let me to go out with her already!! hurray!! haha.. so which means i can go out with the rest of them too. woohoo!! =P

watching K.O.3ANGUO(終極三國) for the past 2 days.. quite like the show.. still watching the series though.. =P havent finish yet.. only watch 5 episodes so far.. =P

rong rong acted so well in that show!! if you dont know who is rong rong.. she is actually selina's younger sister.. yes.. selina from S.H.E =)

xoxo,
you know you love me

sometimes i wonder.. why do time pass so fast?? exams over now.. so will be waiting for the new school term to do FYP (final year project).. remember the pissed thing about the projects last time?? well so far.. IT HAS NOT BEEN SOLVED!! so now all groups including me are super praying hard for the number of project titles they can sort out!! am super nervous.. >.<

and mummy is already asking me to find job after i graduate!! you know.. like A* star again.. just like my attachment!! but i dont want!! >.< i told my mum about my seniors about can change course in university if want like business or arts.. then told her that i thinking of taking arts & social science.. on theatre studies.. and suddenly she blew up!! saying why i always have this stupid dream of being a star.. but theatre studies is not acting on tv mah.. is acting on stage.. is something like speech & drama.. and is something i really like.. all thx to her because she brought me to speech & drama classes since i was super young.. in nursery i guess?? forgot..

so anyway.. i so so so want to take theatre studies!!! why SP have drama course when i in year 2!!! why why why!! >.< if only i am born 2-3 weeks later!! then i will be in that course already!! if i am in NA also la.. >.<

denise sms me.. want to watch G-Force with her!! i so want la!! hope her mum can let her.. but i think sure can because is watch with me.. muhahahahaha.. =P her mum is super good to me.. ^.^ thats nice.. sometimes i still do wonder why people are so good to me..

but still lonely or not.. i am happy.. thats the most important thing!! ^.^

today dancing at braddel heights.. performed!!! was super nervous and scary can!! then in the end had many applause!! ^.^ am relieved!! and i got reward for dancing that.. ^.^ mini hello kitty tea pot!! super cute can!! haha.. sweet!! i like!! ^.^

the performance.. i was supposed to stand at the back.. but i dont know what happened.. the person who should stand in front say dont want to stand in front.. so i have to lead them instead.. and luckily i did not forget any steps.. i did some steps wrong though.. but my mum said she did not notice anything.. phew.. ^.^ and she said we did quite well!! ^.^ but she forgot to video cam it.. awwwww... next time.. ^.^

anyway tomorrow.. or today.. (cause its already 4am and i am still awake..) collecting my, joycelin's and vanessa's album.. then give them on monday... so meeting melly later at 3pm.. and i am still awake!! i really am afraid i will overslept.. I REALLY AM!! >.< but oh well.. hope i wont.. =P

xoxo,
you know you love me

exam over exam over!!! wooohoo!!!

today biomaterials.. but got lucky and unlucky at the same time.. lucky thing is everything i came out!! muhahaha!! am good!! =P but unlucky thing is.. when i was studying i broke my ruler!! >.< and i forgot to put a new ruler inside.. so i have to survive without a ruler!! and i need that ruler for 2 sketching.. 1 a graph and 2 a table.. >.< but i managed to survived it by using my pencil lead casing!!!! lol..

anyway.. super many people finish early.. including me.. so we were sitting down.. looking around.. then "eye contact" say who want to hand in first then we follow.. then in front one person hand in.. then the rest one by one hand in.. including me.. lol.. then teacher was like huh? why all finish so fast!! lol.. i think the paper to me kinda easy la.. although got one question i dont know how to do at all.. because i did not study that at all la!!! i thought it wont come out but it did.. but luckily i got read through that part.. so maybe that question will get 2 or 3 out of 7 marks?? dont know yet.. but should be able to pass la..

so anyway since exam over now!! i am going to do photoshop first.. then maybe dragonica or latale.. see when my sister want to play bah.. so off to photoshop first.. =P

xoxo,
you know you love me

2 papers down.. one more to go!! ^.^ and i just know that my other half of my class has already finish their exam!! today was their last paper!! =( no more lessons with them anymore.. will miss those 1 and a half year.. ^.^

wednesday last paper!! biomaterials!! well.. i kinda prepared already though i havent study yet. hehe.. =P

denise sms-ed me while i was sleeping.. and i was super shocked.. but i feel kinda relieved for what she told me.. since i know that many of them know that i still like you-know-who.. but ya.. i am already used to it.. and am not thinking about it anymore.. so am not think of the you-know-who anymore too.. ever since those 2 things happened.. dont wanna think about it again.. but i think the you-know-who should still remember.. =P

was chatting at woo.com with my favourite peeps just now.. now lagging there.. so decided to leave and go to sleep.. and we were talking about stupid and smart.. lol.. damn funny.. apparently there is this person there who is super stupid but thinks that she is smart.. and convince other people to say she is smart.. but well she just admitted that she is abit stupid and is planning to change.. so all the best to her.. =P and talked about me again.. and about me looking like fan fan again.. and saying i am 正妹 again.. and someone said i am cute again.. well all this all i wont admit la.. but still thx for all the praises and compliments.. ^.^ and added 2 of them to facebook.. and super funny the both of them were waiting for the website of my facebook so that they can add me.. then both happened to press the button at the same time.. but just that one is slightly slower.. haha.. very funny..

chatted with owodog on his own chatting space.. super many people were there.. and its super lag.. but he was super funny.. saying that he is not good friends with the other 5 boys from lollipop when he is actually the leader.. and that randomly saying he ate fish dumplings and pears this few days which is super funny.. but still he cheated us into there!! so am kinda "angry at him" lol.. just kidding la.. for fun.. =P



something my mummy bought from thailand that i really really like. and wore it for many times.. then the thread on the bottom side of the shirt came off!!! >.< so mummy is going to sew it for me.. but until now havent sew yet.. =( i super love the skirt.. and the 2 pieces my mummy and sister bought for me.. hehe.. not forgetting the shorts and skirts bought for me too.. ^.^

anyway its late.. and i havent sleep yet.. will be studying tomorrow.. so wont be blogging.. so will blog again on wednesday after i complete my exam.. ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me