ok.. i am not sad already.. haha.. just checked the option i got into again and it changed!! so i am in polyer CIE!! i know i will be alone la.. but my friends from woo.com told me to be brave.. (i am actually known as 害羞鬼 which means shy ghost in there..) so i have to make new friends.. no choice la..

so all my friends out there.. better double check your option!! the option may change de!!!

haha.. am quite happy now.. my timetable very slack leh!!! haha... stupid me.. thought it was all finalised already.. then i still fill up the course transfer form.. haha.. dont have to use that form le!! ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

thought that i will get into CIE polymer..
but look like i was wrong..
got into polymer WITHOUT CIE!!
i feel that it is totally a joke..
got into 2A/01..
and it got worst than i thought..
no one from my year 1 class at all..
or maybe there is one..
maybe there is more..
but to me i feel that i am all alone..
was reading through the modules that i would be taking..
have completely no interest at all...
think that i made the wrong choice..
should have chosen business in the first place..
should have gone to TP instead of such a far school..
but all have been done..
if only time could be rewinded..
if only i have really listened to my parents..
"choose business.. dont choose science.."
"business is still the best choice.."
"if you choose business at least i can help you.. but now that you choose science.. cannot help you at all.."
they are all right..
i should have not been so stubborn..
parents always know their children very well..
it is so true..
now i am totally regretting..
regretted for being stupid..
regretted for not listening to them before i choose this course..
regret regret regret..
in my whole mind now..
i am only thinking of changing course..
changing to business..
changing to temasek poly..
but it all cannot come true..
i always hope that this is just a very bad dream..
but it actually is not..
i have completely no idea what to do..
i just need time..
more time to think through..
if only there is someone who can help me.. T.T

xoxo,
you know you love me

i received a call from my school regarding the option i got into for my year 2.. at about 3 plus.. i got into polymer.. the option i dont want to enter the most... but i still get into it.. haiz.. feeling pretty down now because of this.. so i was given 2 options.. CIE polymer or polyer.. so i choose CIE option.. since there is abit of business inside.. if only i studied harder.. if only i was not so lazy.. if only i paid more attention to my teachers.. if only i listened to my parents.. i would not have been in polymer.. T.T

but actually being in polymer may be a good thing.. no chemical engineering principles the weakest module i am at.. more job opportunities from what i heard from my MIP teacher.. so hopefully is good to be in polymer... i just hope that it really is good.. guess no one from my year 1 class will be in the same class as me.. oh well.. time to meet new friends again..

xoxo,
you know you love me

not working already.. can stay up extremely late everyday. so as usual always at woo.com chatting away.. but that website is getting really laggy this few days.. dont know why.. haha.. ^.^ so i want to buy teens and teenage.. but no time to buy.. haha.. tomorrow then i buy bah!! ^.^

am like so bored now.. just started playing viwawa.. ^.^

oh ya.. i just updated my music playlist.. included some nice step up 2 songs.. hope you all like them~~ ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

finally finish working!! i am so so happy!! ^.^ my supervisor say i did great again!! and on the very last day i sold a baby cot!!! haha. yay!! so happy! ^.^ work was really enjoyable but tiring.. and the four of us (me, gloria, xin nee, ruby) were such close friends during the 9 days of work.. telling each other secrets, gossips, blah blah blah.. really great to know the 3 of them.. was walking out with them for the very first time after our work.. it is our first time too.. ^.^ and when we were on the way home.. at that time i was on the bus.. everyone sms-ed each other.. saying all our well wishes to each other.. was very touching at that time.. almost cried but told myself not to because i was on the bus!! and it will be like so embrassing!!! haha.. i will never forget you guys.. love the 3 of you alot.. hope we will meet again next time!! ^.^ the 3 sms i received from them..

ruby: hey guys.. really happy to know you all.. although it is only a period of time but i enjoyto be with you all.. miss you all.. ^-^

gloria: ^-^ it's been a pleasure knowing you guys, all the best in whatever you do and keep in touch!

xin nee: eh. nice to know you all.. althought tomorrow i cant go return the things with you all.. hope we can find one day and meet up.. take care. ^-^

me to them by sms: hey guys.. great to know all of you.. hope that everything will go well in the future.. hope that we will be able to meet again.. love you all and miss you all.. take care..

went to return the things (badge, slide card, punch card) today.. at the same time bought some stuff... chinese magazine, pens for school, calculator. then went back home... really feel that always staying at home really is not that good.. going out once in a while is better.. but no choice.. i have really very few friends.. have been a loner for so long.. but now i have to find a way to at least go out of the house once in a while.. love the feeling being outside.. ^.^

xoxo,
you know you love me

went to watch step up 2 with my mum today.. a very cool show.. very nice... after watching just keep feel like dancing!! haha.. and when i listen to the music only i started shaking.. i always like that de.. haha.. but overall really nice movie..

i want to learn hip hop la.. either locking or popping~~ i tried krump before already.. try something else better.. hee.. so either locking or popping bah.. locking for girls quite hard.. but i dont care... haha.. =P

xoxo,
you know you love me

i know i have not been blogging for quiet some time.. been working.. so on the first day have to go to the place early for a short briefing.. and it was so funny.. when i got there, everyone came at the same time and look for the place at the same time.. haha.. so got into children department.. when i heard that i was like so happy.. because can play with kids.. in the end cannot play.. only toys section can play.. i am in the nursery part.. and have to remember so many things.. and in that whole floor the biggest portion is nursery!!! >.< and i have to carry many boxes la!! but my job is just to restock stocks only.. but will still have to deal with some customers..

but it was ok.. worked for 6 days already.. left 3 more days... got treated drinks 3 times by my senior supervisor and advisor.. and got treated donuts by my advisor because today was a last day of work.. and i cannot see her.. my supervisor recommended her friend to work for her because she said that i was not bad.. but her friend need people to work during the weekend. so i cannot... haha.. first time working and got praised straightaway on the 2nd day.. ^.^

the last 3 days will be next week.. friday, saturday and sunday then no more!! ^-^ quite a wonderful experience though.. but i have to stand and walk like from afternoon till night time when the store closes.. and my whole legs are damn sore for the past few days even today.. just have to tahan for another 3 days.. you can do it de!! ^-^

xoxo,
you know you love me

this is going to be a very short post.. because i need to get ready for work tomorrow... it is going to be my first time working and i am super nervous.. hope that everything will go well.. and i even heard that my mum is coming to visit.. i will be like so nervous when seeing her la.. or should i say if i see anyone i know i will be nervous!!! oh man.. >.<

i dont want to go to work la!!!! cant i just have a happy holiday.. always stay at home.. just dont understand why my mum want me to work.. argh!!!!

i need to go sleep le.. nights people..

xoxo,
you know you love me

went to buy black pants for work today... going to work soon le.. haiz.. i dont feel like working la.. why did my mum have to force me to work when school is going to reopen soon.. >.< bought 1 shirt too... so maybe i am going to wear that shirt on the 1st day of school.. ^-^

am bored.. got nothing to do~~~ >.<

xoxo,
you know you love me