just here to post some photos my sis, mum and me took using my lappy.. really stupid and lame photos.. the 1st one is because we still dont know how the whole photo taking process works.. so is like all of us moved a little even before the thing snapped.. lol.. its like until the 3rd pic then we were ready... lol..



















damn lame photos right?? lol.. my camera on my laptop is just so cute!!! anyway just went to see what skin i should put on my laptop.. decided to put this red butterfly skin.. seems like the nicest skin that they have!! and that is like the best seller skin they have!! when i told my mum i was like oh my god!! i bet more than half of the whole of sp will have the same skin as me la!! 0.o that skin is so popular!! i so want to get it now!! getting it between 30 april- 4 may..

will not be at home from 2-5 april.. will be at CLS camp.. so if you got anything try sms-ing me.. i will try my best to reply you as soon as possible.. only sms me if there is something important.. cannot wait till camp start!! love CLS!! seniors there are really so nice and cute!! angela is so good to my group.. and is like my group had the most fun!! other groups looked and sounded dead.. =X so happy that my group leader is actually her!! hope she will taking me in her group during camp again.. then i can call her "mama".. lol.. she ownself admit that she is actually like a "mama" during camp.. and we will be her children during camp!! so cute of her.. ^-^

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just came back from sp again.. went for this briefing about the CLS camp.. but it so happens that it is actually not really a briefing... we play many games.. i think is to get ready for the camp de.. so fun la!! i keep losing.. no concentration!!! played ice-breaker games, concentration, macdonalds, big fish small fish, fire, earthquake, hunter etc.. funny games la.. but macdonalds is more of a luck game.. almost won.. lol.. and i got to know a new friend!! her name is cong ling.. nice girl... took mrt home together but the alighted first.. ^-^

seeing all of them again on tuesday!! they say the camp will be fun but it looks so much like student council camp.. which is like torturing us la... hopefully i am wrong!! i hate torturing camps!! >.<

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just came back from singapore poly.. made student card first.. was super fast.. but there were so many admin stuff to do la!! signed up for CLS camp from 3-5 april.. well i am starting to like sp already.. the people there are nice. especially CLS people.. they are so funny!! glad that i am actually a CLS student in sp.. hope it will be fun studying there which i know i will!! ^-^ and i am the last person who managed to squeeze into the list of people going for the CLS camp!! so lucky of me!! the rest who want to go for the camp have to be on the waiting list.. only if no one else are able to go then they are able to go for the camp.. have briefing tomorrow so have to wake up early again tomorrow.. >.<

got my laptop already.. typing this entry using the laptop i just bought.. still not really used to it though.. but i hope i can get used to it.. theres this cute little webcam on top of my laptop which i think its super cool!! no msn yet.. downloading soon.. so those who want to chat with me please wait until i have downloaded my msn onto this laptop of mine.. ^-^

oh my.. my laptop is heating up!! so fast!! 0.o

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tomorrow is the day when i make my student card!! always wanted this day to come.. and now its so funny!! i just asked my mum if i go with my father to singapore poly tomorrow or not.. then she say but i also want to go there to see how it looks like!! 0,o now is like both my dad and mum are going with me!! such parents are the best!! but dont you think i am like a little baby to them?? geez... is like everywhere i go have to tell them first and ask for permission.. basic manners.. but when come back they have to pick me up?? thats unlogistic!! like that time daniel's late birthday celebration on 24 march.. remember i went drinking under his block void deck?? first my dad called me asked where am i and then asked where is my mum then ask me to call him when i am done which i never because i thought i never wanted to make them worry about me and also let me try to at least get home on my own even if its late or not.. then shortly after i put down my dad's phone call my mum called and asked if i am still outside and that she is still outside and ask me to wait for her to come to pick me up which i never wait because i thought she was very far away from my area that i was at which is at tampines.. so at that time i took a cab back home then when i alight opposite my house my mum said she reach bld 400+ at tampines when i am actually at 200+ about 10=15 min ago.. geez.. why must everyone worry about me this way?? i am already 17! is not like as if i am only 5 or 6.. i am actually 17!! the age where most people make their own decisions.. the age where more freedom have been given.. the age where we act like total adults which we actually already are!! why must they always treat me like i am a little kid?? why why why?? see the following pic.. do i look like a 5 year old to you??









ya.. the pose maybe.. but i am so not a little kid!! i may act cute some time.. but only some time only!! not always.. especially when i am outside!! i just dont understand why they are always treating me this way.. but treats my sis the other way.. my sis had freedom when she was way back in sec 1.. which is about 13 years old.. for me 13 is like the year i stayed at home the most!! the only time i stayed late outside on my own is this year!! that day when i go out to celebrate merilyn's birthday/class gathering/daniel's birthday.. merilyn's birthday i was out until about 12 plus.. class gathering was until about 1:30.. daniel's birhtday was merely 12 midnight!! i just dont understand!! they just treat me so differently!! I AM NOT A KID ANYMORE!! I AM 17!! please i want more freedom!!!

xoxo,
you know you love me

guess what is this!!



its actually sushi!! maybe it look very obvious with that egg sushi beside it.. but dont you think its so fake?? i mean a hello kitty fish cake sushi!! i never see it before la!! my mum bought it for me to eat for lunch.. i dont even dare to eat it!! it looks so cute!! but its actually just 1 small piece of hello kitty fish cake that has been cut into half and put on top of japanese rice!! it looks so cute!! =P

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still feeling very terrible.. but feels like i am getting well real soon.. although my voice is not back.. but its coming back soon.. flu getting better too.. although i will still sneeze alot la!! but am getting better soon!!

3 more days till making of student card!! soon!! so happy!! cannot wait much longer le!! =P

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me

oh my.. i am sick again!! haiz.. i so want to get well before i even go to sp to make the student card and get my laptop la!! so easy get sick de me.. haiz.. oh well.. have to get well soon no matter what!!! >.<

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just watch finish episode 10 of hana kimi on youtube.. very cute and funny.. now waiting for my sis to send her things over through my msn.. then help her print.. then i going to play o2jam.. i very long never play o2jam le.. hope i dont lose my touch!! >.<

while watching, my dad came to talk to me.. just chit chat only la.. he worried about my course.. because he cannot help me.. but i know i can do great!! he always wanted me to study business.. but my interest is more on science.. but at least he can still help me.. i will be learning engineering maths which i hear is actually a-maths.. so he can still help me...

he also came over to see the difference between acer and fujitsu notebook pc.. decided acer already.. now is 100% confirmed getting that!! and he is going to go sp with me to buy it!! so i dont need to wake up so early!! and also he can help me buy the laptop when i go make my student card.. save time.. my mum at first wanted to go with me to buy.. but because of her aerobics which is in the morning, sending me there would make her not able to go.. so luckily for her my dad is going to bring me go.. come to think of it seems like the 2 of them are sort of "fighting" to drive me around.. lol.. so funny la they 2.. so cool la.. both parents so good and sweet to me.. am so touched!! sobx sobx.. lol

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me

changed my music to a playlist.. think its better this way.. keep listening to the same old song will get bored to it de.. and if i use iwebmusic my internet will automatically close. so use different music player.. all my favourite songs.. i know some may be quite childish la.. but i dont know why i love it.. =P

going out later.. because today have daniel's birthday celebration.. havent buy his present yet!! muhahaha!! lol.. see what i can do bah.. like no time to buy like that.. haiz.. try hor daniel.. if no time i dont give you hor.. who ask you never give me any present for my birthday last year!! haha.. serve you right bah!! =X

decided to buy acer value-added notebook pc le.. going to the pc fair at sp to buy it.. but can buy online too.. so let my dad decide bah.. see if he want to order online or i buy on my own.. =P

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just came back from the dentist.. last few more weeks/months till my braces are taken off.. cannot bear to "leave" my braces... its on my teeth for 1 year.. having many memories in my mind after i had my braces till now.. time past so fast!! soon i wont have braces.. never wanted this day to come.. from the beginning 3 weeks of cannot eat hard stuff to wearing rubber bands... really had many memories.. i cannot believe i am going to lose a good "friend" of mine soon.. at least it changed me to become a better person!! thx my braces for helping me for 1 year.. i will always remember what good deeds you did for me..

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omg!! i cannot believe it!! i am officially a singapore poly student!! i thought my enrolment cannot make it la!! have to go make my student card on 30 march.. last day for everything.. wow.. so lucky.. lol.. have to buy laptop too on that day.. SO HAPPY!!! AHH!!!!!!!!! lol.. i am getting crazy already!! woohoo!!

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me

phew!! i thought i need to take blood test!! in the end dont need!! yay!! no pain!! lol..

went for medical check-up today.. i am healthy!! able take my course... but dont know if i am in the course.. normal eyes, normal blood pressure.. normal urine so its a good thing!! well overall i got a feeling i can get in!! notebook choosing time and making of student card in about 1 week time!! cant wait!!

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my mum woke me up while i was sleeping today.. that time was at about 11 plus.. i was real tired at that time and wanted to continue sleeping.. because i was using the computer until almost 5.. watching shows on you tube mah.. anything that have something to do with S.H.E i all watch!! lol.. except for their show.. going to watch after i watch finish hana kimi for the 2nd time!! yup started watching hana kimi for the 2nd time!! love that show alot!!! i am such a hugh fan of ella and wu zun!!! lol

after eating went to pick my sis up.. then went to vivo city for the 2nd time.. because my dad never been there before.. bought some shirts.. for my poly days.. lol.. so fast get ready for poly stuff!! but still need more jeans for poly in case.. cannot walk much today due to the blister on my leg.. irritating blisters!! argh!! even when typing the blister on my hand is super pain!! damn!!

we actually were only planning to eat and pick my sis de.. in the end go vivo just because my dad never been there before.. so all 4 of us dress totally casual... lol.. saw this makeup-like-barbie thingy there.. lol.. and my mum was like teasing my sis to go makeup there.. lol.. we just did more walking than shopping at vivo though..

26-30 march is my pc fair in singapore poly and the making of student card.. tomorrow going for medical check-up for singapore poly.. hope i dont need to take blood test!! i scared pain!! T-T and start drinking more plain water from now on!! i always drink soft drinks mah.. now drink more plain water.. make my urine transparent!! because got urine test too.. hate all the test they want to take for the medical check-up!! i cannot even wear contact lens!! because they want to check the eyes!! oh my!! my contact lens degree is slightly different from my spec degree!! what should i do?? will i be able to pass this medical check-up thing just to study at singapore poly?? I HOPE SO!!! >.<

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wah!! my arms super suan la!!! all thx to the cycling yesterday.. my butt is super pain too.. haiz.. and also my legs.. i can even barely get out of my bed this morning!! and also while watching tv i cannot even get up on my feet!! luckily i know how to massage.. so now my arms are slightly better.. not as suan as in the morning.. but the hardest part is to massage my back!! i am so gonna use the massage chair!!! if anyone want to use i will just push them aside and say i use first then you can use!! muhahaha.. i am bad!! lol.. this shows that i have not been using my hands to exercise often.. only my legs due to line dancing.. lol!!! maybe thats why my legs are feeling ok after walking around the whole house!! lol.. i think i better stick to line dancing.. i hate pains in my back and arms la!! just hate it!!

i want to go bowling!! my dad promised me last year after my o lvl bring me go play bowling but until now it havent even come true!! even my o lvl reward havent give me yet!! damn!! oh and i want to go k box too!!! still waiting!!! >.<

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went cycling today.. learn to cycle.. never really learn it in the end.. was singing the song on da dong's blog in my heart while cycling and got totally confident.. i guess that made me able to cycle a little before landing on my feet again.. ner, mer, sew and derran taught me until the end non-stop wanting me to know how to cycle.. guys i appreciate it!! thx for all of your support.. still not good though but i will start practicing from now on!! after cycling my hands were damn red and pain.. took bus to parkway then i realised that my hand actually got blisters!! ouch!! but are quite small so it was ok...

mummy picked me up.. went to the old house to collect the enrolment package.. straightaway open the thick package then i just saw "pre-enrolment from 14 march to 16 march" then asked my mum what date it was today.. then my heart just started pumping damn fast and hard when i know today is 16 march.. the last day to go online!! then went to go online straightaway to key in everything.. i even clicked the wrong button and i almost cried when i saw "application closed" then i realised i press wrong button.. diaox.. hope my enrolment can make it!!

was super hyper when i saw that all year one freshman students get notebooks!! we had to buy though.. but with special prices!! going for the roadshow!!! had to bring the notebook during orientation because they want to teach us how to use the notebook.. as if anyone dont know how to use.. haha.. i think they are teaching what singapore poly system they install inside the notebook.. cant wait till school open on 9 april!!!

thought normal lesson will start on 17 april.. that was last year's batch.. my plans of going to taiwan are gone!!! anyway never buy tickets.. haha.. waiting for the day to go back to taiwan to play all the wonderful rides!! and also meet my long time no see uncle!! and also his son who is a friend of hsu mong ze(5566 member) and JR(K One member) he even promised me to give me their autographed album!!! hope it will be during my vacation.. now vacation period is different from primary and secondary school.. hope i can do well if i really made it!!!

was doing the enrolment thing until now.. was planning to go line dancing but was put all aside because of my enrolment!! tomorrow then!! its been years since i last danced outside..

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stupid dvd recorder of mine!!! recorded hana kimi today then what happened?? the cable got lose and most of the parts never get recorded!!! so had to watch it on you tube.. well i watched tuesday's episode again!! all thanks to the stupid recording!! and now its taking super damn long to load.. just now watch finish until wednesday's episode then now loading.. so long la!!! ARGH!!!

i so want to go k box!!! i want someone to go k box with me!! can anyone go to k box with me please?? stephie want??? i know you like to sing.. its been ages since we last sang at red box!! i so want to sing elva's new song!! have been practicing over and over again.. now i know how to sing it without looking at the lyrics!! now have to practice on my pitching.. anyone??

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my msn may be set as appear offline but i still can talk with all of you!! but just say what you want to say.. i will get back to you!!!

watched wan quan yu le.. and was super happy that wu zun won the most handsome guy artist.. its actually voting for the most handsome guy.. and he actually got over 10000 votes!! beat sam wang from 5566 and other famous artists!!! cannot believe it!! he sure is the best!!! he rock all hana kimi fans and also fahrenheit fans!!! congrats to him for getting the most votes!!!

it sure is late!! and my eyes is starting to soar!!! i should better rest now!! so buaiz!!

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stupid computer.. yesterday the whole keyboard cannot use.. then cannot connect to the internet also.. damn this stupid old computer!!( if i am not wrong... my computer is already 6 years old.. its bought in 2000 and was just updated to windows xp 2 years ago.. but its super freaking lousy computer.. the whole computer is actually a 20.4GB but it feels like its only a mere 1B computer..) my dad just fixed the connection and the keyboard connection.. so here i am blogging after so long (1 day counted as very long for me le.. =P) of not using the computer!! listening to the song on da dong's blog over and over again!! really very nice!!!

had my school's home-coming dinner yesterday.. had quite fun i guess.. plus i managed to talk to xie lao shi!! so happy.. well is she come up to talk to me first.. because i did not want to sit yet because if i sit i will be the only one there and i have to sit on a table only for volleyball when my teacher actually said he had already booked 2 tables for my whole class when the entire place more than 1/4 is for volleyball!! and i am the earliest one to reach there.. so i decided to stand beside shazlin and act as though i was having "duty" with her.. then xie lao shi came to talk to me.. was real happy that she actually remembers me.. of course she will remember me la!! its like we know each other for last than a year.. i feel like a sister when i stand next to her.. she is so pretty yesterday!! love her makeup and outfit!! fit very nicely on her!!

dinner was ok.. performance was kinda stupid.. but the climax is actually when the alumni and teacher couples had to kiss on stage!! lol.. they just kiss on the cheek so nothing much to us.. and the emcee miss ang said its too R(A) to kiss on stage.. what crap.. all of us were taking pic of them kissing la!! and me? i take a video of them.. but i am still thinking if i should upload it on youtube.. because its like against all the couples on stage.. doing that is bad!! and who knows they may see it too!! but anyway i should show the pic of miss sim and mr tan.. they are so sweet!! lol..




chinese orchestra performed well yesterday!!! three cheers for all of you!!! and the giving of roses to the performers to show we like them is so fake!! we like know they think of that for fun!! but i think its very stupid of it!!! xie lao shi is so shy giving it to mr wong.. haha.. but she still gave him anyway..

while uploading the video onto the computer, i realised i have one more video i havent upload yet!! my grandmother's birthday video.. gonna upload it on youtube!! blog again soon!!

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many of you will sure be thinking if all my links of the taiwanese artists' blogs are correct or not.. yup!! they are all correct!! you can click and see!!! well.. dont disturb them.. just few their blog is enough.. wu zun updates often.. so amanda.. i know you will get crazy because i know you are a crazy fan of wu zun!!! found wang dong cheng's blog too.. continue screaming in front of your computer then.. super love da dong's music on his blog la!!! he have same music taste as me!! lol.. lol..

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haha!! very cute video!!! lol.. if u like ella from S.H.E should watch this!! so cute of her la!! dance to elva's 表白.. lol.. very funny also!!!

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i have no choice but to use back the lose-my-heavenpalace-blog blogger beta.. bad blogger beta!! i wanted to use to old one but it just insist me to use blogger beta.. oh well whatever.. use it anyway.. alot of my friends will be leaving me soon.. most of them been posted to temasek poly, nanyang poly.. so far heard no one been posted to singapore poly yet... hope there are some people who will be posted there.. because if not i am so going to be lonely!!! no one to talk to me, no one to eat with, no one to tell secrets to.. haix.. just by thinking of it makes me really sad!!! any classmates of mine who view my blog.. please tag me if you have been posted to singapore poly just like me!!! please!!

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just checked the poly i went in.. i got into chemical process technology!! singapore poly de.. my 4th choice.. was very disappointed at first.. but i think it was ok.. should be a nice course.. went to see singapore poly website straightaway.. saw the cut-off point!! cut-off point for SP biotechnology is 26!!! and the cut-off point for biomedical is 20!! and guess my course that i got in is how much?? 15!! i got into a course that need L1R2B2 15 or less.. can you believe it?? and my L1R2B2 is only 18!! how can this be?? i think they took my CCA and minus the 18.. which means my L1R2B2 is 14.. but i cant believe it.. why put me into a better cut-off point 4th choice when my first choice is actually only a cut-off point of 26?? i just cannot believe it.. was laughing away the minute i know this.. lol.. eating my mum best western food cooking!! she is the best.. she thinks that its a good course although its more of industrial work and she dont want me to work in an industry.. but she decided that its a very good choice because it have something to do with lab work which i am most interested in!! continue eating time!! blog again soon!! =P

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ner and gang are going to the dinner after all!! so easily get cheated by them!! why cant i just be much clearer and not get cheated by anyone ever again? have been getting cheated by everyone one by one!!

did my nails yesterday.. just one word.. ugly!! but my mum said is nice.. lol.. yusheng-ed yesterday.. since its the last day.. and my mum left 1 set so did not want to waste it.. so we lao yusheng and ate it.. she put more crackers for us!! wahahaha.. and instead of yusheng salmon, we ate smoked salmon!! taste nicer la!!!

oh great.. i accidentally touched my hair and the flower thingy i put on my nails dropped!!! guess it stuck on my hair!! oh great!! thx for being smart again cass!!!

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