hi everyone!! well there is only 1 word to describe yesterday.. and that is FUN!!! haha.. really had alot of fun.. went to stephie for this so called christmas party when actually its more like a dinner only.. ate alot yesterday and was dam full... played abit of calvin's game on the computer and helped him lvl up alot in his game - trickster online.. i just downloaded that game into my com too and created an acc for myself today...then when playing half way have to go back.. but i and my sis never go back.. because the mahjong table had just been set up.. and there are a shortage of players if i go back with my mum and dad.. so i played too.. well lets just say its beginner's luck.. i won 2 games out of the many we played.. the first game and the last game.. haha.. and my sis only won 1.. tough luck though.. anyway after the game, shirlaine suggested to go eat dim sum at gelang.. first they ask calvin.. and they all started speaking funny hokkien language.. made me laugh until my stomach hurts!! haha.. then asked stephie too.. so off we went.. the dim sum there was great!! but stephie complained that the drinks for her was not nice.. and my barley tasted like popcorn.. no joke.. they added melons inside so i guess that made the popcorn taste.. rented a horror movie and i dont remember what is the title.. >.< was real scary.. but kinda not know what the storyline was all about.. so after the movie, vivian told us the whole storyline.. then suddenly i had goosebumps.. i dont know why but i have.. watched the movie at stephie's house.. and breeze was like walking all around.. could hear his footsteps.. imagine you are watching a horrow movie when suddenly you hear footsteps beside you.. its way spooky.. but really had fun.. shirlaine drove me and my sis back... sis forgot to bring her keys so had to walk under the rain to the garden as i had the garden keys only.. was hugging onto my and my sister's present very tightly while walking.. and i think i am sick again as i walked under the rain!! oh manz.. anyway i think i better go now.. buaiz!!

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tomorrow is christmas!! wow.. time sure past fast!!! soon will be 2007 also.. wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year!!! well.. today i realised everyone is trying to make me dam bloody pissed!!! first my dad.. i already told him the mp3 player is spoilt!!! need to get reseted at the creative shop.. then he keep delaying!!! then keep asking me to delete the things inside.. firstly isn't deleting everything inside the player the same meaning as reseting the whole player?!!!?! besides i tried million times to delete all the things inside but i cannot do it!!! thats why i have to ask the creative people to reset it for me!! so stupid leh my dad.. like that also dont know.. then still need to ask my sis.. then she also explain the same thing to him he still dont know!! the most stupid award goes to my dad!! such common sense also dont know.. second my mum.. she keep asking me to speak softer and speak like in a polite way.. the whole family is speaking this way.. then my mum ask me to change!! at least change yourself first then i can change mah!! how stupid!!! parents are our good role models.. who think of that?!?! so true.. want us to be good in the end they ownself aren't that good at all!! PISSED PISSED PISSED!!! anyway going to dance till i drop later so bye everyone!! blog again tomorrow i guess!!

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hi.. hmm.. its my birthday yesterday but is like everyone is out.. no one at home at all.. its kinda lame birthday i guess... just 1 small slice of cake... then at first want to blow the candle with my mum in the afternoon.. but i decided that my dad have to be around then it will be nicer... in the end my mum came home late and i could only blow the cake with my dad.. haiz.. not a great birthday after all.. but i would like to thank all those who wish me happy birthday through sms and friendster.. lena and stephie for the prezzie!! you guys are the best!! thank you!! hmm.. the BBQ did not turn out that well too... because of the rain.. and the rain also saved me from getting thrown into the pool and me getting sabo-ed.. so that is a good thing too.. but i have to get ready being sabo-ed soon.. dont know when but i got a feeling i will still get sabo-ed.. anyway its one of my superteen friend's birthday too.. want to wish hui en a very happy birthday too!! hope her birthday was better than me.. well i am finally in the anti 16 club with the rest of my gang.. so ya i wont get thrown aside because i am not 17... and is like i am the youngest in class so now everyone is 17.. so thats a good thing.. and about my mum thing.. since everyone say i may have been thinking too far.. so i guess i will just have to forget all those things had ever happened.. but i still hate chris!! it will never ever change!! my dad asked me what present i want.. i still dont know... the mp3 player of mine is with him now.. hope it really can be fixed!!! well that should be all.. i am feeling so cold now!!! and its like raining the whole day from yesterday until now.. december is sure a rainy day... i am getting better though but still not ok yet.. voice still coming and going.. still coughing.. all my medicine has finished except my antibiotics.. i hate that!! >.< anyway i still have to eat that.. finishing soon anyway... hate being sick!! ok i better go now.. buaiz!!!

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oh my god!! its finally here!! pei xuan's BBQ is today at about 5pm.. and winner havent reply my msg yet.. want to ask her if she meeting anyone so can go together.. but she havent even replied!! oh man.. anyway i really have to think of a way to prevent myself from being thrown into the pool.. but how? i cannot run because i am a slow runner.. plus now i dont even dare to run round the pool after what had happened to me when i was 5.. stone there will let them throw down thats for sure.. scream also no use.. they know my weakness which is tickling.. now what should i do?? hmmmmm... i guess i just let them sabo me then.. since its my special day.. let them do anything they want bah... ^-^

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wow.. i could just say today is the most happy day of my entire life!!! went out to meet my mum and stephie.. wanted to eat at this japanese restaurant at parkway.. but when my mum ask want to go vivo city we were like yeah!! we never go before!! so we went there.. and the whole place is really gigantic!!! can get lost lah!!! ate at swesen's.. love the ice cream and my fish!! muhahahah.. and want we were ordering it was so funny.. i completely jump all the sets and straightaway look at the phrase "ONE SCOOP ICE-CREAM" and i went OH MY GOD!! ICE-CREAM!! YUM YUM!!! then stephie went laughing away say you completely skipped all the bottom part and look at the word ice cream!! wow you sure love ice cream huh? haha.. then when i open the menu i went OH MY GOD!!! FORGET THE ICE CREAM!! THE ICE CREAM FODUE LOOKS SO COOL!!! then stephie went hello i am fat enough!! dont add on to my tyres!!! haha.. but the fodue looks really yummy lah!! anyway everything is nice there.. and the view from our seats!! can see the merlion and cable car and the currently testing monorail!! and 2 big words SENTOSA!! and i was super high!! haha.. ate our lunch then go watch eragon.. to me i guess its a really superb movie.. the baby dragon is so cute!! everyone went ga-ga!! haha.. really nice.. but after the movie stephie was like ok the whole movie had nothing to do with the novel.. i totally dont believe it.. then i ask her.. really or not? she say really.. and then said oh my god i am so so going to get you that book as your present.. 100% going to get that book.. i say you sure.. i just completely dont believe her.. then meet up with my mum, walked abit at forever 21 then went to parkway.. and at there stephie really bought the eragon novel give me!!! my 2nd birthday present!!! and ya.. i read the first chapter already and i totally agree with stephie.. it really does not have something to do with the movie!! its so different!! anyway got the book, went to watson then off we go to k box.. i totally enjoyed myself at k box!! but if only i am not sick i will enjoy even more lah!! but hey i realised only some songs i went off pitched.. ok not really some.. but most of them is the correct pitch.. although it sounded a little wierd.. but still ok!! ate japanese buffet dinner at k box.. really nice!! ate sashimi.. never touch the sushi. i am not a sushi eater i know that!! haha.. we cant sing finish our selected songs!! aww!! i so so wanna sing again!! after i get well of course!! with my dad, sis and of course my mum who happens to keep saying she cannot sing when in the car she keeps on singing!! >=( what a liar she is!! anyway next activity coming up : pei xuan's BBQ at her house.. i so must get ready to get thrown into the pool.. well better go.. my mum just came back.. haha.. buaiz..

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just came back from the doctor.. my mum force me to go lah.. and she accompany me.. hee.. went line dance lesson as usual.. dances boring.. but i got a total shock of my life!! lena gave me my birthday present today!! i was totally shock lah.. then i ask her is too early to give me already.. then she say your birthday on monday right? i say yah.. but still early mah.. then she say i dont know if i am going to see you during the weekend so i give you now lor!! so happy lah!! got my first present.. and i super love it!!! thank you so much lena my babysitter!! you are always the best!! i 100% never tell her when is my birthday.. is last year she remember until now!! cannot believe it!! love her so much!! my best babysitter ever!!! ^-^ cant wait for sunday.. seeing ner, sew, merilyn and cherlyn on that day.. and pei xuan and vera.. and i think hwee ying.. and miss jiang!! hopefully xie lao shi can come back from china in time for the BBQ.. but poor angelin go overseas already.. well cant wait for her to come back to swim with me again on the 21st of dec!! all the outings from all of my friends are the best!!! ner closed her blog.. dont know why.. want to ask her on sunday.. can still the stupid medicine i ate slowly moving down my intestines.. so disgusting.. ewwwww.. ok i better go.. buaiz!!

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haiz.. still sick.. although its slightly better already.. my mum have been asking me to go see the doctor lor.. and ask me go on my own!! i guess she really forgot who i am already.. like hello mummy dearest!! i am your daughter!! why on earth are you always following that stupid fucking idiotic chris!!! oh i know.. because he is your affair!!! always follow him where ever he go.. call you to go somewhere you 100% sure go... when he needs to go to the dentist, you follow.. when he go cut his hair, you follow... when he want to buy new phone, you follow.. then i bet if he sick you 100% will follow him!! 100% never follow me!!! think i dont know? i already caught you and him on bed already!!! still dare to do all those stupid crap with him!! what the fuck am i to you!! the best i dont have a family!! you guys may be wondering what i meant by caught my mum on bed with him.. well... i was about to tell my mum when i was supposed to be in school.. i remembered very clearly that time was my post prelim period.. i went to her room but her room was locked.. when she opened the door i told her everything.. then when i was about to walk back to my room i saw her locked the door back again.. and at the dinning table have CHRIS SHOES!! yes his stinking shoes!!! slippers and his sport shoes.. at that minute i knew something was not right!!! but i just ignore them!! as everyone know a kid cannot interfere with adults.. thats why i never care!! but now is like he always call my mum to pick him up every thursday!! call my mum every day at 11 close to midnight!! how on earth can i get peace with him all around!!! i just totally hate it!! now i have decided!! when he calls my mum to pick him up tomorrow, i am 100% going back home on my own!! i wont never ever care about what my mum thinks!! stupid guy!! you forget me is much better!! ask why i so sad? ITS BECAUSE OF YOU!! YOU IRRITATING FREAK!! YOU BIG HEADED FREAK!!! STUPID BLONDIE GUY!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! HATE YOU FOREVER!! AND PLEASE STOP USING SUCH CHILDISH WAYS TO MAKE ME HAPPY.. BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE A CHANCE TO MAKE ME HAPPY AT ALL!!! FUCK YOU!!

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haiz... i know i promised to post all the photos on the 9th of dec.. but i have not been using the computer to blog until today.. so sorry.. its been almost 1 week.. or should i say exactly 1 week.. my sickness still havent recover.. my voice is back.. still coughing.. haiz.. and my birthday is about to come!! i cannot be sick on my special day!!! and on the 17th of dec got BBQ at pei xuan's house.. how on earth am i suppose to go if i am sick?? please cure me by tomorrow or thursday!! i want to get well soon!! sian!! waiting for my mum to buy back lunch for me... i think i blog until here.. dont know what to blog.. buaiz..

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had so much fun today!!! winner, winner's friend - elinda, cherlyn, merilyn, sew and angelin came over to my house.. when i go pick them up at the bus stop, no voice sia.. then winner laugh at me because it was my turn to lose my voice.. then angelin did exactly what she did to winner.. haiz.. i want my voice back!!! went back to the house then everyone complain they were hungry so we went to the kitchen to took something to eat.. ate lost of biscuits.. then suddenly i felt my voice like come back.. haha.. then went swimming.. merilyn never go swim with us.. after some time cherlyn, winner and elinda went to sun-tan.. then me, angelin and sew continued swimming.. taught angelin and sew how to swim.. in the end angelin learnt it already and could swim abit.. but sew did not want to try.. went to jacuzzi.. and the steam bath too.. had some problem turning on the steam bath but managed to turn it on.. haha.. then went to pizza hut to eat.. elinda ,sew and cherlyn went back home first.. ate pasta.. ner and angelin ordered drumlet.. daniel so good.. treat us chicken wing and pizza... then when we paid for it already then saw daniel come out, ner told daniel that she want to eat garlic bread.. then daniel bring it out.. in fact bring 2 out nia.. daniel is the best!! haha.. had so much fun!! winner and cherlyn coming over tomorrow again!! yippie!! sian.. my voice is slightly back but i am still coughing!! my mum dont want me to swim tomorrow.. but i told her i must must swim tomorrow!! haha.. first time talk back to my mum!! haha.. k la.. i go le.. upload more prom photos tomorrow.. buaiz~~

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some of the prom photos received from winner.. post others at a later date...

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hi.. lots to blog about.. later then i post the pic winner sent to me.. lets see.. tuesday went to ikea tampines with my mum.. bought alot of things... at there saw my mum's friends.. uncle roy and aunty wendy... the four of us have been really close since i was a baby.. because they have a daughter same age as me... so crowded lah ikea.. but quite nice.. about the same as the other ikea at alexander road... but the restaurant looks bigger than the alexander one.. so ya.. one good point.. ikea tampines got sell hotdog also.. but the one in tampines they toasted the bread but at alexander they steam it.. but still nice.. haha.. but there is 1 bad point about ikea tampines.. there is no tomato sauce for the hotdog!! boox!! i always put tomato sauce de.. haiz.. so in the end put only masturd.. went to look for job today with derrick and his bro, derwin.. pity derwin.. he so want to work lah.. but he is too young.. next year then can work.. we went to tampines east cc mac to write down the registraion form... next week then will know if we are hired or not.. hopefully can get hired.. before we went to tampines east cc, i went to his house first.. play english chess.. as usual.. LOUSY!!! watched derwin play his maple noob char.. lvl up so fast la.. he is so pro... and watch the video on the 4th job.. very nice.. then after watching finish had to call mac see where there are any spaces to work.. all of us were pushing each other to call... but in the end i call.. boox!!! they 2 scardy cat nia.. i 2nd youngest there leh.. bully younger people.. talk to the person at the counter is also me.. all bully girl nia.. so bad.. sick for the past 3 days.. lost my voice yesterday.. got back some of my voice today but still cannot talk too much or else will cough.. i eat my lunch half way.. better go.. post the pic later using my com.. i using my sis com now.. buaiz~

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i just saw winner's blog.. and she said i can really shake!!! oh my god!! i thought no one saw that!! haiz.. oh well.. since she saw it then no choice already.. because i learn line dancing mah.. then last time i got perform latin before.. very nice and fun.. maybe because of that make me can shake.. haha.. if want to be like me( which i dont think you want to..) then learn latin!! really helps!!! at first i not like that de.. very stiff like my sis and all the other people.. still at winner's blog.. listening her music.. haha.. and i am shaking at the same time typing this entry!!! haha.. well my mum just called.. she thought i wore contact lens.. haha.. i never wear today.. maybe later.. guess what time i slept?? 5+ in the morning!!! haha.. just like when i was at the chalet!! but chalet at least was later!! whahaha.. when my dad came back home from range asked me how was my prom nite then watched tv.. then about 3 plus he came to check on me then say wah 3+ already you still havent sleep!!! i say yah i know.. stopping soon le.. then play until 2 hours past!! haha.. then while playing the computer, i saw my arm got this very big cut!!! i was totally shocked lah!!! then thought what happened.. how come can have this cut.. could got it when i was dancing.. or when they were talking after the whole event was over when i got being pushed away as they thought i will tell out thier secret or something.. diaox.. they everytime thing that i am a secret teller!! i am not ok!! so stop saying me!! and all the bad things!!! then today got dentist appointment.. almost cannot wake up.. at 10 my alarm clock rang i just click off then went back to sleep.. then slack on the bed.. heex.. then left the house at about 10:55... managed to reach the dentist on time!! haha!! so close!!! waiting for winner to send me the prom photos!!! emmm... i guess i better go... buaiz!!

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today's prom was fantastic!!! really love it!!! was dancing the night away shaking my booty.. ^-^ from my previous entry all those nasty things i saw i never even remember that it was there.. and i dont think anyone noticed it!!! haha.. lets start from the time i went out of the house...

went to trim my eyebrow and do my makeup at century square.. it took only 15-20 mins!!! my mum thought it would take very long!! haha.. then head down to winner's house.. got changed there and took pic.. i took only 1 with my hp.. the rest are with winner, sew, cherlyn.. here is the one i took!!
i was wearing my sister's last year prom dress.. the make up was very nice.. but all of them think that i look like an air stewardess.. diaox!!! anyway the rest of the pic i will post them up once i received them!!! ^-^

then winner's dad drove us to the place.. its really a very nice place!!! and big!! love it!! but the food suck!! all so cold!!! maybe its because of the air-con. because once i reach there i was already shivering!!! ate and played some stupid table games.. my table never participate though... then headed to the dancefloor to dance.. it feels like i was clubbing!!! everyone was jumping here and there!! love the music and sound system!!! it was a blast!! shiok!! had lucky draw then dance then another luck draw then dance then another.. the lucky draw i can say was so funny.. because my number was 021.. when that person said 0-2-1 i started walking there.. then the person said 8!! diaox!! why that person cannot stop at 0-2-1.. must be 0-2-1-8.. so funny.. and it appears alot of times!!! haha.. then the last part is give out hardy mirza concert tickets... so unlucky today.. never win anything... got 1 time so funny.. the person called out 0-0-1.. then everyone around me called my name.. then i say what.. they say your number!! then i say no lah!! not my number.. dont anyhow say... haha.. had alot of fun.. when we left the place, we took more pic.. take until the whole light off.. then we slowly walk out.. walked to the bus stop... took 24 to tanah merah... my mum picked me up.. when alighting the bus, fizah fell!! ouch!!! its because her toes were already felt numb!! my too.. so pain.. that time when i dancing already pain already.. but i still force myself to dance!! haha.. worst thing is when i was dancing, my bra keep dropping!! i was jumping and pulling up my bra at the same time!! so irritating!! had alot of fun dancing with samantha and her friends!!!

in short: PROM NIGHT ROCKS!!!! CLUBBING SOUNDS FUN!!! WANNA FOLLOW MY SIS TO CLUB SOON!! ^-^

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wah lao.. today when i just wake up look at the mirror was completely a horror!!! there is a mosquito bite on the corner of my left eye and a pimple on the corner of my mouth!! what the hell!! today is prom nite leh!! i cannot show my pimple and mosquito bite to everyone!!! what should i do!!! help me?!?!?!

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