23/11/2007 (friday)
ended lesson early because got no GEMS!! yay!! haha.. went to meet up with primary school mates.. at first i think got 6 people going.. then regina cannot go because she got gastrics.. so in the end i am the only girl there... celebrate sammy's birthday.. did not spend any money on food at all.. only spend on games at achade and PC bunk.. they are so good.. treat me swesens, pool and seoul garden!!! saved almost $100 bah.. not because i no money.. is they really treated me.. really fun on that day.. learn to play dota.. i finally know how to play dota!! although i died many times.. my lao pa linus teach me how to play! thx papa!! since he also from 6/5 he also invited to this outing.. but he only come for a while only la.. wanted to watch movie but got no show to watch.. never mind.. watching with melinda on friday anyway.. watching enchanted with her on that day.. cant wait to see her on that day!! then the next day will be CEFC christmas cum my birthday celebration outing.. going to see her for 2 days straight!! am so happy!! ^-^

25/11/2007 (sunday)
its my mother's birthday!! happy birthday mummy!!! had 2 surprises lined up for my mother today.. i knew long ago that my sister will come back to celebrate this very special day of her.. my mum did not know that she will be coming back.. in fact she said that she had to study for her exam.. and her exam tomorrow start la!! good luck sister ally!! so my mum was abit disappointed.. but in the end my sister surprised her.. haha.. nice one!! should see the look on my mother's face!! she was completely shocked la!!! watched the fog with my dad and mum and later with my sister and her boyfriend.. so called family day.. haha.. not a bad show la.. we all were discussing in the end what actually happened.. everyone watch until so blur.. haha..

then my parents went out to pay for the trip... but before that we were planning our second surprise.. and that will be for me.. went out to tampines interchange to buy cake.. and i saw jia sheng there la!! so coincidence.. my dad so cute.. he wanted me to buy so he say this project is for me.. and say that i rich hor can ownself use money pay.. haha.. to be exact i just draw that $50 note i used not long ago.. haha.. ate at japanese restaurant... very nice.. left a small space for the cake.. did not tell my mum about the cake so she ate extremely full.. when reached home she completely shock another time.. and say the cake i bought very nice to eat.. nicer than blackforest cake that i almost planned to buy.. hee.. at least i made a good choice!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! ^-^

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just got back my MIP test results today and i really passed with a score of 54!! yay!! haha.. just pass only.. you all must be thinking i just pass also very happy.. thats because i did not study at all!! just listen to what teacher said last week during lesson time then do the test WITHOUT my calculator!!! that test need calculator la.. because got alot of calculations. in the end because my old calculator spoilt.. new calculator gone missing.. so just have to borrow calculator from geraldine.. and i actually sort of snatch it at that time.. very pai seh.. is like after she stop using then put at one side i straight away take and use.. because cannot talk mah.. so just take lor... i guess i made her a little too shock.. haha.. now i finally believe in miracles/奇迹... i did not believe in luck at all even after i get to know my exam results in semester 1.. its really a miracle i dont need to forward module.. but that time i dont believe.. after getting to know my MIP test results.. i know what is a miracle.. mircales actually exists!!! ^-^

yesterday had CPPA test.. hmm.. can say it was really quite ok.. not that easy and not that hard... no choice have to use my spoilt calculator.. my that calculator very sot sot!!! sometimes can use sometimes cannot.. but i still use i during the test.. like who cares man.. haha.. friday no CPPA tutorial again!!! and will only be in school for about 3 hours before meeting primary school friends... birthday celebration for a friend of mine from primary school.. watching movie also bah.. hmm.. finally got people know i exist!! haha..

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well.. after lesson rushed down to dhoby ghaut mrt to meet up with melinda.. went to check out the piano lessons.. want to learn mah.. but havent tell my mother yet.. wonder if she will let me learn or not since she almost wanted me to learn at yamaha when i was young.. at that time still learning ballet then she told me she wanted me to learn piano.. dont know why she in the end did not let me learn.. after checking out the lessons went to watch stardust.. very nice and funny.. thought it is a sci-fi story.. in the end its abit of humour.. and after watching i always want to imitate that guy dancing to the song kan kan!! haha.. the fan and the dress looking at the mirror and dancing!! haha.. funny!! love it man.. keep making fun of that guy.. then went to orchard.. went to kino.. looked at piano musical scores.. see until blur la!!! wonder how come people can play all those!! hmm.. maybe learning flute also.. learning flute next year i guess...

reached school super early today.. after school went for meeting... overall ok bah.. just feeling very tired!! tomorrow have MIP test!! at least i got listen to lesson today.. only today got listen.. haha.. i am a good girl just for today!! =P i want to do well!! i dont want to fail test again le!!

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CIP was great!! the kids were very good and 乖(means they behave very well)!! dont really need to care alot about them.. they really can take care of themself really well!! they are all so cute la!! and i am an usher.. so i have to stand there to prevent their parents from going too near to them to take pictures.. but they completely ignore me la.. parents.. haha.. but it really is fun there.. the kids played with me.. well as a person who like kids alot and whose room is always the child care centre when it comes to chinese new year open house.. thats why all of them come running to me.. but playing with them is a good thing.. if you want kids to like you.. remember be good to them and of course do not shout at them.. they will get scared very easily de.. just always spend alot of time with them playing with them and bringing them out.. they will like you alot.. trust me.. being in contact with so many children from all ages for so many years.. i really know how kids are like, what they like and what they dont like.. so i can say as a babysitter for some children in my family bah.. even my mother know i love kids.. hee.. animals too.. ^-^

took video during the concert.. and after the whole thing ended took class pic also.. overall can say okok la.. they provide fried rice.. and the fried rice is in this super big box la!! i cannot finish at all lor.. so took bread home to eat.. reached home at about 12.. very tiring la but still fun.. ^-^

i know i was suppose to put up the banner for dinner and dance.. but that day was CIP and i have to go there straight.. so really am sorry for those people who put it up and painted the banner without me.. i am really a bad assistant pubicity head and secretary...

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i get to see baby kingston again!! i am so so happy!! he changed so much since i last saw him which is not very long ago.. about 2 weeks ago if i am not wrong.. still so cute.. my sis say all babies look the same mah.. haha..

hmmm... tomorrow have CIP at the serangoon CC.. it will be my second time going there already.. and i am bringing my video cam.. because have to do a video clip about the CIP visit... and since no one else have video cam only i have.. so i no choice have to bring.. have to charge the battery le.. lol.. cant wait!! i love kids thats why.. ^-^

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ok.. i am going to stop being emo from now on!!! thanks to all those who tag me in my tagboard!!! this shows i am really not forgotten!!! thanks dan, wei shun, 孙女geraldine.. thanks xue ying for tagging and asking me to take care too!!! oh and joan!! my cute junior.. ^-^ you guys are sure the best.. this shows that i really had friends and i am not alone at all!!

i did not force you to talk to me in the beginning.. you started the whole thing yourself.. more people are hating you and i am not 1 of them.. so dont think i hate you.. and please la the person who have to use the brain more is you not me.. me bimbotic? you got to be kidding me.. ask people around you who know me and ask them if i am bimbotic or not.. they will say no.. its all in your mind man!!

had CRS debate today!! i think i did pretty well.. at least i did not keep laughing until i cannot say anything at all... so i am very proud of myself for doing so well in it.. ^-^ time to celebrate after this improvement of mine!! hee.. =P

tomorrow going to cousin's house for dinner.. am like so blur when my mother told me that i would be going to cousin's house tomorrow.. i thought it was today.. then think what is the occasion if it is today.. then i just know that it really is tomorrow.. haha.. how blur am i!! 1 day holiday here!! finally can relax and rest more!! am just getting tired this few days.. ya.. that must be it for all the reasons of being emo.. ^-^ am a happy person now!!

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god!! i just cried!!! always have something to do with what people talk to me.. all the mean things and me getting forgotten by everyone i know!!! i know you are happy hearing this la royston.. bleah!!!!!

but all the chats on my msn i am having now keep making me smile.. thanks wei shun and melinda!! both of you are always so good to me.. the only 2 who cared for me.. the only 2 who told me to take care when i injured my leg or when i am sick.. ok la.. not only 2... got a few more also from my class.. if i am not wrong only 3 told me to take care after i injured my leg. so those this mean that i have only 5 true friends?? and 1 of them i know is from online!! even a person online actually treated me better than other people!! cannot believe this!!!

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i have been having back my weird stomachache i got for the first 1-2 weeks of semester 2... so dont make me angry or else you will see me faint in front of you guys.. really hurts!!!

now talking to melinda.. decided to learn piano with her at tampines mall... i always wanted to learn the piano so ya i am very excited!!! last time actually wanted to learn japanese together de.. but dont know why stop having the idea le.. haha.. i intoduced a lot of japanese horror movies for her la!!

hmm.. just got to know that my school's annual dinner and dance may postphone.. and the other 4 people actually spent their time painting the banner and if it is confirmed it will be postphoned dont know what bad things will happen.. i still have the cheek to say this.. since i did not help at all.. bad bad bad!! what will happen now??

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it really seems like i have been forgotten by al of my friends from my secondary school.. except for some of my juniours but hey they did not really come to my blog and see.. except for joan but i dont know where she has gone too.. busy with her o levels i guess.. but really my classmates are like dont have me as their friends at all.. i am back being a loner again.. bored bored bored.. only games accompany me.. and my nintendo.. my mum bought me new catridge already.. and she has been letting me play for very long.. and that is the first time... she usually dont want me to play for too long...

e-learning is going to be over.. and i am really very bored!!! i want to go out!! go out with my friends.. but it really looks like i dont have any friends at all.. T.T

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